Lord Jacula (dreamskinner) wrote,
Lord Jacula

Dreams, Reality, Insomnia

I hate going to bed.  My nightmares always become real.  I don't sleep much.  I never have.

This one time, I had a dream where I was being melted by some sort of radiation, and I felt my body spasm, collapse and boil under the radiation in my sleep which forced me to wake up in such horrible immense pain.  My body literally was burning as if my dream was real.  This was not the first time, nor the last time I felt pain from inside a dream in real life.  It was by far one of the most painful and realistic.  I've been cut, strangled/hung, and beaten in dreams only to wake up with the same cuts, scars and bloody/bruised body parts.

That is not even the worse part.  My dreams not only apply physical trauma to me, but sometimes, my dreams are so real, that they become real.  Deja Vu, one can say.  It's not like I dream of tomorrow, today.  But more like, sequences of events that may occur in the future, either tomorrow, next week, month, year or even decade.  I will forget all about the dreams until I start walking through the moments of the dream in real life and it all comes.

And then, most of the times, I'm just filled with so much energy I can't sleep.  No matter how many situps, pushups or writing I do....I am still awake......I'm writing a new novel.  It might be fun.  I might finish it. I might publish it.  It's going to be a lot different than anything I've written before....
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